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Life is… so mixed right now. Now is not a great time. I have a wonderful boyfriend but things are not going so well… some things happened and I don’t know where I am standing with it right now… Uni is good though grades so far are A-, A-, C (Group project that we did barely any work on lol!). Overall things have been good though. :) You? xxx
Heyy no you didn’t forget, it’s next week :) I’ve been away from tumblr so much now that I am working plus not had laptop for a week as being fixed. How are you?
I thought finishing college and exams would result in less stress etc? But no. Other things have had to crop up and take their place.
I seriously dislike my brother right now. He gave me serious threats over his missing phone charger. His problem; not mine. Yet he actually threatened me as its supposedly my fault and I have to pay for it? Yet when I said no, he said hed just take the money out my purse!!! And I wanted to stop the silly fight so walk out the room to my room with my purse, and he shouts how i cant watch it all the time! Wtf. Over a £2 charger! (off ebay). Stupidity. Also theres the point that when I lost mine a few months back, and he mysteriously gained one at the same time (he supposedly brought a second one so he can keep one at dads and one at mums)! I know for a fact that he didnt buy one and its mine and now hes lost that one and blaming me!! pot kettle?
Nearly every person from college is out drinking tonight to celebrate end of exams/end of college. I am sat on my bed in my PJs half in tears. Standard night then?
Basically it is my 18th on the 20th July. My parents are divorced (since I was ten) and I have a step dad. We all have tradition to go out to dinner on bdays to the bday person’s choice etc. I am having a garden/house party on the 23rd. I have a 16 and 13 year old brother
Basic facts ^
Anyway. My mum and stepdad are really awful people most the time. Don’t get me wrong I love my mum still and we do have a /few/ nice times but it never seems like she cares for me now especially since I moved to my dads (Easier for college as I have mobility issues and I can get a bus from here). They have no friends here at all. But they have met this couple on holiday the other side of the country and have met them a few times. They have decided to go down there for a week to help them move house (why do they not have local friends/family to help??). This said week is over my birthday. They will be back for my party but not there on my birthday. AND they are taking my brother too for some reason even though hell be of no practical use to move house?? My brother is their ‘golden boy’. He can do no harm and gets special treatment all the time (this is the younger one). Especially since I moved out and the elder brother has become independent too and spends little time in and fights a lot with my mum (about the same beliefs I have but I am too scared to say them lol!). So not only is she taking him away and not me and the other brother, but over my 18th.
So no traditional meal (Ill still go with dad and other brother though but not the same), and no brother and no mum.
I know I said I don’t get on with her particularly well but thats not the point!! It is her eldest’s 18th. :/ Does she not care??
To be quite honest it doesn’t take four people to pack and unpack boxes either!!
Also they go away on holiday a lot (mainly just camping). Like 4-8 times a year. And never take me or brothers!! YET. They ALWAYS moan they have no money and are struggling to buy food etc. —- makes sense yes? -.-
And mum moans about having mine and brother birthday coming up as well as at end of summer buying new uniform for younger brother (which totals £200 as needs whole new uniform incl shoes, blazer and pe kit and they have to all be a set design etc - only one place to buy from); yet has the money to go away for a week and buy tourist priced food etc! Yeah. Again it makes sense.
I don’t know. Am I being sill and selfish? Or is this out of order? How would you feel if this was you?